MOVING ON

                                                 

Tick tock tik, when the second hand of every clock swifts around doing its karma, we hardly realize that we too are expected to do the same . But hardly that gets into our mind. Blaming time for moving fast we hardly realize there are more than just time that we have to catch up. People are moving faster too.  Though we are familiar with the concept of moving on, we hardly accept it open heartedly. The main reason, the emotional quotient that is always clinging on to us. Emotions it’s the good within that brings out evil in us.

The fight between good and evil is what mankind is fanaticizing from its existence. What’s good, what’s evil, the debate is never ending. It’s all in the eyes we see it, no matter what. Happiness is all what matters to human kind and to achieve it, we are ready to trash expectations, broke heart and bomb cities. Happiness, it’s the cruelest word, that’s just dressed up and smiling at us. Tempting us to grab it, our life is a journey, a pursuit of happiness. You get it or not, that’s immaterial. Everyone wants to be happy, everyone wants to  smile, trying hard to retain the innocents from which we gracefully built civilizations.

The innocent of life is just washed off, like the water in the shores of beach. Time and again when the waves hit the shore, the sand appears new, shiny and sparkly. So is innocents, it just lasts a few smiles when a baby is born. After each smile, the innocent is washed off. Still we try hard to wear the smile, knowing it all lost. The grace, the divinity, the soul, its essence. Reason, we moved on. But could we have retained if we did not move on. We all know what the answer for that is. 

“It’s not who you are deep within, it’s what you to that defines you”

Move on, move forward, and dust the rust off. It’s obvious one gets in-between timeline, jump over them you might able to see a better world that’s waiting, wanting you to see it. But at the end everything is a illusion after all. When you realized that, the innocent smile is back. Back when you never expect it. That’s how things work; expect the worse, everything turns to be better than you wished for.

HEY BEAUTIFUL!

   Having seen a lot of couples who gave got together in a romantic relationship, the question that everyone would like to ask them would be ‘how did it all start?” though some of these stories would not make any sense, still we pretend to listen. But have most of us tried to read between the lies? What makes it exciting for a man and a woman’s first feeling that just holds the relationship for their entire lifetime. Of course when it’s for arranged marriage the story is completely different, but in there too the spark does happen. Some would call it a magical feeling and others prefers to smile as they know it’s more than just a four letter word that could explain the entire unfolding of things that happened to them. All this just don’t happen on its own. It’s the nature that makes it or science as geeks would explain. We all know wind is caused by uneven heating of earth, when the gentle breeze blows and the strands of a girls hair just brushes through her forehead and when she tried move it off; she looks dramatically beautiful for that point of time.  The guy who manages to catch a glimpse of it and has no preconceived notion about her, guess what happens, BOOM he falls for her. And all  of this has nothing to do with Hodwarts or Voldemort of course.

  She wouldn’t have even spoken a word or you even don’t know her at all. But all you know is you have fallen for her. But the best part is even if newton wouldn’t have found gravity, this will happen. Who takes the blame here, of course not the girl, she isn’t that beautiful, nor was the guy he is just cornered. Or was it  the sunshine that just  shone which made her eyes dazzle for that moment or the rain drops on her lips that confuses him, that was it lust or love that glued two dissimilar pieces of personalizes  together for that point of time. “Not all women are beautiful, but most men are blind”, two undeniable facts that’s stands strong amends all fantasies.

  May be that’s the reason that LOVE is so close to GOD. Scientists may explain it with loads of reactions, but all you and me can understand is it’s that point of time when our head and heart is at war, and there is no clear winner all this happens. At that very moment when you see that kind of girl, the heart would pump us to say “hey beautiful “. There are people who say it and there are people who don’t. Of course there are different traps waiting for both kind of them, but they are the two kinds of people that make this entire green planet.  GREEN, PEACE equals GOD, LOVE. Right hand side equal to left hand side. Hence proved it’s a beautiful world after all.  

MESSAGE SENDING FAILED (SHORT STORY)

“Salman”, the HR called.

‘You can get in for the group discussion round’. She said. This is the final hurdle that I have to par through. I know, I will , but the tension in and around me is twisting and squeezing every drop of blood of my body out as sweat. The pebbles of sweat had covered my entire forehead.  Wiping it with my moist handkerchief I said “yes ma’am” and stood on my feet. From that moment on, I thought ,I am own for the rest of my life and marched into the group discussion hall. I have a feeling something was incomplete. When one is in a situation like this everything around him seems to send signals. The right pant pocket was what I had to pay attention to. My phone was buzzing. I had been here only a few hours, and I have turned inhumanly superstitious.

Picking up my mobile right now would not be a great idea I thought so I asked the person nearby, “Where was the rest room? “

‘This way he pointed out’ and I just rushed. I pulled out the mobile from my pocket unlocked it. It was her. 7 missed called. How I ignore all those, I wondered. I could not figure out a convincing reply for myself. I dialed her, wondering what would be the reason. It has been a few days that we had talked well. With the hopes that there is nothing wrong, I place the mobile near my ears to hear her voice. It was her ring tune ‘tujh mein rab dikhta hai’ the song consoled me. Still my heart continued to throttle up to its maximum. Even a small rupture would drain out 5 liters of blood right away. Her voice could have helped me better than ever, but in vain. Looking at the mirror, those times that we spend together just flashed though my head. It was almost like bolts 100meters race; it started and ended in no time. But some crazy voice in my head asked me to calculate the angular velocity if it was a javelin throw that bolt had participated. It was a wakeup call by my conscious to get my ass out of there. Rushing into the group discussion hall I made sure that only my intellectual brain was just working for the next 90 minutes. I just buried the emotional nerve deep enough so that I could dig it up right back after 90 minutes.

‘Thank you all, you may leave the hall’, these mere words were the key to it. I was right back on track. I pulled out my phone and dialed her again. The same song played; waiting for her to pick up the call I boarded the bus to home. Waiting to listen to her voice .All I was left with was disappointments that just echoed all over. Not a single thought of the interview had crossed my mind yet. Our time together and those long nights walk where just flashing by. Grazing through the window, looking at the fast moving surroundings, I just wished if the sorrw and suffering in life too had the same fate.

‘Buzz’ my mobile vibrated. This time it was for a very short while and it died. I knew it was a text. Unlocking the phone it showed ‘1 new message’. I clicked on to open the message. It was from her. The very sight of her text fueled happiness in me.

‘Busy ah!?’

 The text did not have a smiley. That wasn’t her at all. Every text she send her had a smiley, after the day I said I could see her face in those smiley. The cool face, wink, sad and angry ones. She always sent me smiley. But there was something wrong.

‘no way bak home J’ I replied.

 And continued grazing waiting for her reply. After a while when I knew there was no text from her, I decided to go for it. Before I could start typing her text pop-ed up. Clicking to open the inbox again. The screen just shut off leading to a call. Without any hesitation I picked up.

‘Hello, is this Salman ?’

‘Yes, who’s this?’

‘You just attended an interview with us , right?’

‘yes, what about it.?’

‘Your called letter has been emailed to you. So verify and do the needful at earliest.”

 Before I could spill out the words of gratitude, the call was ended. Looking at the mobile screen again there text popped up.

‘I am  moving, good bye forever.’

Emergency dial 5, that was the place I put her , right in middle of my phone, right in middle of my life. I hit it hard regretting my decision. The call did not connect as I excepted.  My eyes went numb so did my emotions.

I just took the mobile and texted,

‘I don’t know what you were deprived out of this relationship. If you think this is the best for us, too believe in you.’

 And presses the send button without much emotion into it. I did not think even I should give a second thought about it.

‘Message sending failed.’  

I had no idea why this appeared right now.

Thinking that a person will never enjoy multiple benefits in life. the time was up for something to fail. This time it was my relationship I thought and calmed myself.

My friend besides me looked at me and asked, what the date today. I looked at my watch. It showed March 31^st and I said so.

‘Idiot its April 1^st today, get the off your day dreaming asshole. Again I need to change the date in my phone. ‘he said and moved seats.

I pulled out my mobile. There was her text again.

A wink face, I could literally see her face in that text.

THE END.

A MUSICAL WIZARD - HANS ZIMMER

   Hollywood movies are a fascination for people around the globe for various reasons. But there are only some names that will have special reactions that your brain and heart respond to. Hans Zimmer is one of them.  Though he is not an actor whose profound performance makes your heart bleed, nor a director who waits for the state of the art technology so that the audiences get to watch a visual treat on screens. But the very aspect of background score is redefined by this musician, which makes us wonder most of the time is he really a musician or a wizard. The lion king , gladiator , crimson tide , the dark knight trilogy , if you have seen any of these movies, apart from what you have seen on screen the things that your hear and head responds to, is this legends work. He crafts the music in such a way that it’s thrusted into the soul of the movie which creates an emotional bond between the audience and the cinema. Some of his BGM scores make you realize that our ears are indeed connect to brain and brain in turn to the body and soul. Why do I say this, because every cell starts reacting to his work. 

  I have Read music heals souls, but  only some does break the emotional barrier of a person and explore the various terrains of an individual. Sounds comes out of an instrument, but when it’s out of  Zimmer’s studio , beware it will mess up our mind and heart to such an extent that you start hating yourself for not listening to it earlier. Play the BGM of dark knight and close your eyes, after a few minutes tears would clod your eye lids waiting to roll down. Zimmer doesn’t deserve an Oscar , but something much more that can’t be tagged on. Even when Hans Zimmer leaves the world, only the tombstone will have the date of his body’s death. The sound of his passion and charismatic music will echo in every mind and those will not just remain traces. There is one sun around which the earth revolves, and there is some music to which soul sinks HANS ZIMMER is one of them. And of course when its Nolan’s movie I don’t have words to describe what my head and heart fells

better

from when i was a child .. my mom taught me every thing ..

she told me there is god the one above all ..

since then this has going in my mind ..

then why is there all those people suffering ..

without any buffer ...

there is lot of things that needs to be done ..

why is there people so different ..

tall, dark, short ,crook why so different ..

he could have made things even ..

all the world into a single place ..

people talking the same words..

guys and girls looking the same ..

why did nt all that happened ...

why rich why poor .. why is things so strange ..

making all sober ..

may be thats what makes things better ..

thatz what make thing people better ..

making things around get less litter ..

so lets make things better ..

with less litter..

making less of problems around our home..

lets all broom the whole world .. and its time for it ..

so where is the watch .. see the time and lets start off ..

help us.. help yourself .. make this world a better place ..

SIMPLIFED STARDOM- AJITH KUMAR alias Thala

A 1986 high school dropout, who loves racing takes up two wheeler auto mechanic as a profession; no one his wildest dreams would have thought t that this half bramin, half sindhi kid could be the heart rob superstar of south Indian cinema after decade .though most of these information are by heart for his fans and of course is in Wikipedia page. But in spite of these, what makes him a better deserving super star of this generation than any other actor. Of course when an actor is loved by the people he becomes a ‘star’. But when the fan following becomes a cult, he becomes a superstar deserving the stardom status. Rajinikanth is a doubted super start himself, but some aspects KamalHaasan does outshine him. But still seeing the fan following and the Rajini mania at the box office we all know who’s the most favored among the public. Similarly, seeing the current Tamil cinema’s trend there are lot of stars such as Vijay, Simbu and others but here is some unique aspect that makes Ajith stand out of the crowd.

 With attractive looks , impressive acting skills and right choice of movies anyone can make  it up to the stardom .but sticking  to it at all times can only be done by a  few  people like Ajith, who in spite of having 14 odd flops in a 20 year long career(1992-2012). If for any actor, than him guess they would have just opted for the vanishing trick. Instead, he opted for levitationtrick, defying the myth of cinema and critics around him. That’s where this magician just outsells others. High school dropout, speed fanatic, superstar and heartthrob of millions. Sometimes I wonder is that the algorithm to super-stardom where, no matters what people love you forever. But not always. Hearing Mr.Ajith Kumar’s message for his fans during vijayawards 2012 which read “look after your parents, god will look after you”. These mere words just showed it’s not the stardom, flesh and bones that built that human being. No matter how big a tree grows, it should always be intact with its roots, same goes for human being too. No matter how huge his movie gets , he still remains intact which keeps in being intimidated. a 40 year  old stardom struck, human being , that’s what Ajith Kumar is . In 1971 , his name just meant ‘invincible’, even after 40years he works every day to live up to it. Stardom struck to simple extraordinary sole, that’s what he will always continue to be.

 Reading the article everyone would have thought that, the writer is obviously a AJITH fan. That would be wrong cent percent. I admire him, but I am afraid that I will turn into those mad , crazy fans of thala after all.-sreejz

PS: if i could write the entire post just replacing the AJITH's name with someone else, it could be AKSHAY KUMAR, except the par that he loves cooking :)

WHY DEM0CR@CY $UCKS* !

 The most hyped political algorithm, democracy has spread its wings from the land of rising sun to the land of opportunities. The most of the other places just fell it place to follow the same political set up eventually, to keep the house of cards from falling apart, and stay intact. Asking a common man about thee democracy, he would start about the corrupt society and policies that plunger the tax payer’s money. The simple and most straight example of democracy is standing in a QUEUE. Everyone at some point has stood in a queue. The whole pros and cons of democracy can just be illustrated by the mere act of being in a queue.  You are standing at last part if the queue waiting and desperately wanting it to move quickly with almost frustration. Some where In the middle you start hearing the mumble of a person about how things around could have been change and be far better than how it actually is. There are the most common people that are found in every long standing queue (the complaint  boxes). But of course there are other kinds of people. The mumble attracts other people towards him, not because they share the same thought, but because they are really annoyed and looking for the environment for distraction. This would make the second kind of people. The third variety would be the guys who start conversation mentioning the mumble. Pointing figure how stupid he is to talk this way in a public domain. Suddenly out of the blue a darling jackass pops up from the queue and moves forward just because he’s got someone who he knows. It annoys most of the people, distracts some. Democracy plot spoiler just begins to show his face. If it was any other political system followed (dictatorship) this could be explained. But now, the people just console themselves blaming the fate, as if they know if there exists something out there. But this guy did emotionally rape other out there.

 But the best part of the whole scenario, is one could just Ogle search every women other there, who are just not far away from them. The guys just enjoy this part because this is what keeps them emotionally intact. Their thoughts wander in the pursuit of that dream girl , who hardly makes a cameo appearance. If she does, then there is a better fantasy than harry potter being filmed by the trillion hormone gushing into this head, reflecting is from the amount of water off his mouth.

 But after all contact matter, If you got that guy, who could do stuff for you. Then you are the man. People just envy you like a pornstar, who they are enjoy looking at and wouldn’t mind a favor from. But never would like to have besides then 24X7. Democracy is a big fuckup ideology that a couple of amateur virgins idolized. They did not know how big bitch it would turn out to be when it grows and becomes an adult. Democracy is like a dildo, in the hands of a straight guy. He knows how to use it , but he prefers not to. If he did just would just end up being an alien. It’s just in the wrong hands and misused, of course I meant democracy ;)

IS THERE A WAY OUT; OF COURSE WHAT DOES IN SHOULD COME OUT. PEOPLE BETTER START THINKING.