butter MAKES ME natter

It was Sunday morning ...
Time was up.. I had 2 go jogging..
Mind dint feel so ..

I wanted to sow myself back within my pillow..
All went right no one home, everything was calm up in my dome ..
Just one thing went wrong ,
My stomach started to drawl, suddenly I started to wear only bones ..
so i thought up this idea ..

I went up to kitchen .. and started up the stove ..
All I knew was make something that would crash my appetite ..

I tried everything .. Nothing worked out at all ..
tried on some eggs they went so mess ..
tried what ever i could , but couldn't make myself a pleasing food ..

I laughed at myself .. and made my self a mess ..
At last I thought nothing is better than butter ...
so got some bread from the grocer ..

sliced some bread and wraped up with butter ..
i took up a bit .. it dintn't taste bitter ..

i then smiled up looking at the mirror..
saying to myself .. u got 2 learn some thing better ..
than just putting butter .. and putting on my sweater ..
would do no good for me this winter ..

My evolving hobbies

Whenever I join a new school , or recently when I joined college , the question that shooted up every time is , what is your hobby . with out and desperate thinking I say drawing yup .. I used to draw I am good at pencil sketches that is my answer , no matter how many people ask me how many times . but always I used to think am I really being truthful to myself .

I remember those days , I guess I was 3-4 years old . when ever I get a pencil and paper the picture that I always draw used to the mountains with the rising sun …. I kind of symbol of some political party down here in my place of birth . I still remember those day when my father used to hold my hand and and on something else in the picture I drew to make it more pleasing . from that day I started to draw . drawing was fun more than a hobby and became a way of excuse for me for not doing this I did not like .the house I lived in had many car stuff , calendars , wallpapers key chains , car models ,that was because my dad was working in an automobile sector , then cars became my fascination . i tried sketching out some of the models that Nissan had during that time . From sunny , blue bird and of course the safari patrol . no matter how much time I tried I never once got it right . Still then i was not in the mind set to give it up.
As drawing , the other stuff which I loved doing was eating . I had a great meal every time . but , how much ever I ate I would reject it out as soon through the same way , yes I would vomit it out . that became my way . as time passed by the vomiting part was lost , just as it is said things got to change and it did . Drawing was going good I was learning water coloring and pencil shading , but that later part attracted me more . I did imagine that a single color could give such a greaten dimension to art work . The teacher who was teaching me the new techniques found that I was more inclined towards pencil sketches and would always give me exercise concern to that. My fellow mated would ask me “wont u get bored it’s after all the same color u r working with “. I would just smile, I never said that I liked it . but soon it changed. It was when the teacher proceeded with the next lessons and put me behind with the shading stuff. That made me feel bad, a thought that I have got much to improve raised in my mind.

While all the happened in one side the other side my excitement for eating was just growing twice as me . I would always stand besides my mother in the kitchen and with the pretext of helping her I would always taste the dishes which she is cooking and tell her that there is some thing wrong in her cooking . i would do anything to stand besides her so , I started with cutting vegetables to scraping coconut . we even used to make bets that I could scrape coconuts 2-3 at a time . I actually did all those stuff . I guess that was the time I developed more interested towards cooking and I too started off with what ever I coul d. from making hot and cold beverages to some silly stuff that would give me immense satisfaction .

Time changed when I shifted my base back to india and soon my parents followed . it was from here that the more of cooking started off and less of drawing , I don’t know what really happened . when ever I think about all this I always blame my school for not giving me the right arena to show cast what is in me .

So these days when ever I get a little excited I start cooking . This is how I guess my EVOLUTION OF HOBBIES IS. But still it is keeping evolving .. Yes it is now changing to another .
The next was a complete surprise to me myself . All stated off when it was my cousin’s birthday and I wanted to give him something special so that he would ‘nt forget it ever. so I thought why don’t I write a piece of poem for him , after all he was in Japan for a long time and this is the first birthday that I am seeing him . moreover he is kinda just for jolly guy and I wanted something of that sort so I started off

The day I met my brother…
After a long weather…...
it made me feel better…...
Even though I knew that we couldn’t be together…..
He made me smile, when I walk a mile……
And made me laugh even when I coughed……..
Today I feel I am blessed 2 be u r little brother……..
Even though we don't share the same mother.....

To my surprise it liked it . I showed It to my parents, they thought that here he go my son’s latest fantasy . they too had a valid reason for that thinking . at the age of four I dressed up like super start rajni after seeing his movie basha . at the age of 7 I used to memorize the number plate of all the cars their model and all other crazy stuff .so they thought here I started off with something else that I would not continue for a long time . But the fact was NO I AM . I started off with a tiny blog with the poems that I write and now articles that I think I should write . now its eating , cooking , writing that makes me feel good . I feel indeed great today. still my journey continues …. I still might have more things that will make me feel good, but the only thing that I hope for is at least it does not hurt an one .
My blog will be updated every time as far I can I do .. hope you all enjoy it .. as mask used to say in his cartoons "SOMEBODY STOP ME !! GUESS IT CAN ONLY BE ME.."

I AM NOT WHO U R

god made this world .. the beautiful place ..
where we get every thg without setting blaze ..
still we all refused .. made things a maze ..

all this amazes me .. and inspires me ..
to set thgs right .. the ways it was meant to b ..

can i really .. change whats happening around ..
all this feeling makes me sit in the background ..

it is said that oppurtunies comes onces in a life time ..
but if u ask me .. u dont get 1 for a life time ..
until u make ur minds ... explore even the mines ..

without thinking that it would make u a mess ..
keep in mind .. many would bless ..
even thought some would hiss ..

when it annoys u much ..
plz dont give them a punch ..
that wont make u look a hunch ..

so dont care abt the bunch ..
how always cry during the crunch ...
b'coz after all there is one above all ..

to make us feel like a sal ..

every new year

new year comes ever year ...
not much has changed i thk every time tells my heart ..
but huge has does tells my mind ...
evry1 asks what special for new eve...
i always wanted 2 say ..
this time i will add one more digit 2 the year when i write the date ....
the same place ... the same time...
but still there is the difference ...
the difference that the time has created ...
for us 2 relish what we have done..
what we have 2 do ...
after each year i hve more people 2 wish for my new year ..
hoping that i can make a change...
i guess this itself is gr8 ..
participating in many othz life ...
good or bad ...
demons or devil..
lets all face it 2gether .. and make life a better learning experience...
prosperous new year

friends do E.N.D

every day i sit down 2 write my dairy ..all what comes up in my mind is u ..

what we did u 2gether ...

all the pranks that we made on our neighbors hands..i still remember those days ..

but now everythg has changed ,

i remember u say change is inevitable ,but i did expect it was this inedible ,

i still dont know what when wrong ,

still dont knw was it u or me ,

i didn't want this , i didnt hope 4 this ,

still i am standing all alone .. in this dark woods ..

waiting for the same old days to come ..

hoping that thgs would change around ..

and singing "right round right round "...

then i turn off my mind ..to make me blind .

guess the time has come 2 bit good bye ..a final bye ..

at least now stop by ..shall we have a pie..

which i have tried ..like the good old time ..

even though we haven't spoken for a while ..

every time i think about u makes me smile ..

for me friendship was an ocean..will all sorts of emotions ..

till then , when u showed me .. it too had some shore ..

where every thg has to get in2 cremation ...

praying for a change

every day I pray .. with my eyes closed ..
to the almighty ... thinking that some day he would come down..
to see what is happening ..
all around.. this world ...
he created in seven days ..
the people are just taking 7 min to shatter things around ..
oceans get polluted .. the air we breath does not get saluted ..
people are not respected .. and nor any good is accepted ...

peace and harmony just remain in papers and speeches ..
to attract the crowd .. in this way their memory is bleaches ..
no 1 just care about any thing any more ..
every thing has just become the way it shouldn't be ...
corporates are posting profits quarter by quarter ..
and every day is hotter and hotter ..

now its just water that is bottled ..
soon it might b air for which we battle ..

everyone is buying iphones and ipads ..
and searching about u and me in there and getting mad ..

no-one has time to spare .. to take care ..

so god next time when I close my eyes ...
I would like every thing to get back .. before my eyes open ..